BEAU MECS

I never knew how rewarding working at McDonalds is. :)

You see, when those occasional SMOKING HAWWT FRENCH DUDES WITH DREADLOCKS visit english-speaking-Australia, they (i assume) get intimidated by the way in which people speak english, and hence, resort to more 'familiar' dining places instead - ie. McDonalds, where all-mighty-wailee serves!! =)

Soo Gorgeous!!!! that accent - just. MELTSSS. me! . and of course, i couldn't help but eye them *winks winks* SOOOO KAWAII okaaay?! It's a wonder how i managed to not drool all over the front counter!

too bad my manager didn't allow me to go on break :(

Dissociative Thoughts.

Live    life of lies.

Lost hopes, broken dreams, fading faiths

                  and now...

all she wanna do, to do, to do, to do is

Shy      away from     society's critic   eye

Crouched   in the shadows  of endless time

Escape    realityand cryyyy

Shun.      Run...

Public's stare...

wild and   freelike the   meadow's mareeeee

♥ DITS ♥X

Product of restlessness

Spring rings

love sprouts

strip your uggs

and hit the clubs!

Summer Bummer.

Of multi-legged crawlies

Of drying creeks, yellowing grass

and ice cool slushies!

X ♥ DITS ♥X

Dedicated to those who feel the same.

Life is, sometimes, not as sweet as we wish to perceive it to be

...

the battle has been lost
leaving scars aplenty
stuck in the middle
of this crazy highway (life)
alone, battered and bruised
this war rages on
inside me…….
i am fighting a war
that has no end
and no respite
a war to stay alive
until the end…. 

...

Finding the Life

its the same thing everyday
be it day
be it night
i am under constant surveillance
from people known
to that stranger on the road
the world keeps an tab
on what is none of their business
yet, no one cares
right from the time of birth
even after you are long gone
there is a constant debate
constant argument
about all things mine
about all i want
there is a constant battle
between being sane and becoming insane
when all around me are familar faces
trying to coax me into boarding their bus
for the journey that goes nowhere
the dreams in which i am living
are the desires of someone else
yet i am asked to live the life i want
stuck in the middle of a busy highway
i watch the people run around in circles
like a battery operated toy
with no expression
with no joy
living in denial throughout
lacking the courage to live
the life trapped in their imagination
i find it hard to take
people run around in circles
trying to build a life
that is already within them
if only they looked inside
if only they looked properly
if only….

- Praveen -

we stick to old habits as we've become too comfortable practicing them.

we hang on to old relationships in vain as we've become too used to having someone.

mystery is alluring; changes are intimidating.

yet sometimes, it's best to let go and venture into new realms. to see what the rest of the world has to offer to us. it hurts to take another step forward and to leave what feels like home...but life's all about sacrifices and risks, isn't it?

at the end of the day, it's just us alone against the world, eh?

bored at work.

If i was to bare the truth, would you promise not to judge?

If i was to be frank, on me would you hold a grudge?

Waterfalls from little fountains flow

Will love from our friendship grow?

Quit the charade, wipe off the fake smiles and lies

Tell me, honestly, if you'll pass my imperfections by

X♥DITS.

aku gained muscles!!  :) haha. Thanks Johnson for the stunning, jaw-dropping gift. :) [although it's superbly heavy and me tolling it back to my home via the bus was a pretty good 'workout session']

photoshot session. OH. MY. G! clearly, i didn't know what i was getting myself into when i signed the agreement (im the face of anu college. ha-ha.). neways, they gave me free movie passes in return.! :))

Merci Darlings ♥

You guys seriously made me smile like i've never smiled before.

The past week has been pretty tough with so much stuff going on and all, and I've been so worn out thinking about them, but today... today, you all made my day!! :) so here goes a big THANK YOU to all of you out there who text-messaged, emailed, called, wished, fb-ed and hanged out with me!!! *HUGS* Especially to the bitch who called at 11.59 last night and did the amazing birthday post @ http://itsallaboutonegirl.blogspot.com/2009/11/today-is-someones-birthday-mightee.html (you know who you are) and the one who rode across Belconnen to pass me my prezzie during my shift, and the one who gave me the prettiest prezzie ever! aku love love love love love love love you guys... HEAPS!!  and of course Zac and sis for dinner and the marvelous chocolate cheesecake :)

Joseph, Yuki, Ryota, Vis... and the others: Sorry I couldn't make it tonight. BUT, i pinky pinky promise that i'll make it up to y'all next Sat, okay? :) (you dont know how horrible i feel bout it right now, seriously sorry).

L’émotion en silence

Un besoin de le voir
De sentir sa présence
Au milieu de ce noir
Au coeur de son absence…
Retrouver le pouvoir
Sans aucune réticence
Un instant vibratoire
L’émotion en silence…
Regagner la mémoire
D’instants sans méfiance
D’une vie illusoire
Comme une renaissance…
Valérie S. (Art et Poèmes)

Heat Beat Meat

Summer's not till a week from now but the heat's already killing me!! literally.

Taking into account how paranoid i am of missing the bus (i arrive at the stop >15 minutes beforehand!), and the amount of time i spend walking under the sun , it's no wonder my skin's become no different from what malaysian chinese call "Ah Neh Neh" already!! (no disrespect/ offence intended) Working with fries and eeky oily stuff in McDonalds doesn't help either! But, what to do? I'm a poor kid in desperate need of money, eh? :(

Oh, and one more thing co-associated with summer that i hate - the SPIDERS and ANTS and COCKROACHES and FLIES and... practically all those disgusting crawlies that make me scream my lungs out. They're infesting my backyard and the laundry line too!! Urgh.

On the bright side *gives a fake bright smile*, I dont have to worry that my laundry wouldn't dry in time! (pff. yeah right. as if that matters. i do my laundry once in what?... 3 weeks?)

Now you know why i say im a winter person.

p.s.# the title is so, for it rhymes and i likey rhymes.